Ergh!

You know what I HATE?

I hate it when you're in the shower and you're shaving your legs and your mind is somewhere TOTALLY different than the razor and all of a sudden you cut yourself, jump, the razor goes flying, and you fall down into the tub. YEAH. Then you gotta get the razor, FINISH that leg...and then shave the other leg, with the constant reminder of pain and the trickle...well, no, it wasn't a trickle...the FLOOD of blood going down your leg...ERGH.

And it wasn't even like a TINY cut, it was like THE WHOLE RAZOR. The cut's about an inch and a half long and I have three blades in the razor so you can clearly see three lines of cuts and nicks...grrr...

Well, other than that, my day was pretty good.

Almost finished German homework, talked to some people, realized some more things...I think God's teaching me my lesson the very hard way with all this. :P

And then we had marching band. It was inside of course cause of the rain...but I thought it went well. I'm really liking the music and there's a few spots in each piece that I get a little break, so I'm happy about that.

AND OMWORD MEAGHAN SOUNDED SO GOOD TONIGHT. It was like....WOOOOOOOW. The tone that girl has...MMMMMMMM.

"The world needs a little more...Kyle Y." HAHA! I found that funny. :]

Oh, and then one time we were about to play at letter U and so we all started listing U words and Elise (LOVE HER) said, "You are really getting on my nerves with all these U words" and I laughed cause it was funny, and then I realized...OH. YOU. AS IN U. SO IT'S ANOTHER U WORD. So then I laughed even HARDER, and Mr. O. kinda thought I was a little silly. :P

Oh well, it was a good night, and I got a hug, which made me uber uber uber uber (I need a better word than uber...) happy. :D

Semantics

Stupid semantics...

se·man·tics

NOUN: (used with a sing. or pl. verb)
The study or science of meaning in language.
The meaning or the interpretation of a word, sentence, or other language form: We're basically agreed; let's not quibble over semantics.

And yup...I'm afraid of what I don't understand. And I don't understand a lot lately. And when I get scared, I RUN.

Perfect example of semantics below. ;D

GRRRRR

A pot of water NEVER boils if you're staring at it...

GRRRRRRR.

Idiot

Hah, you know it's kinda funny...even when someone tells me I'm being an idiot I won't listen. I guess I'm one of those people who have to go through the pain to finally learn the lesson, I gotta learn it the hard way...

Dentist

Well this post is being done completely right-handed seeing as my left hand is holding up a heat pad to my jaw. Wow...that sentence took me like five mintues to type.

So I went to the Dentist this morning at 8:30, earliest dentist appointment EVA. And so now I am on a soft diet...which means like no meat (like steak, stuff I have to chew a lot) and the meat I can eat (mostly just chicken) has to be cut up into tiny pieces. No more hard candy, no more nuts (goodbye peanut M&Ms!), no more extra chewey stuff that could irritate my jaw further...

Apparently your jaw works with like a sock and disc sort of thing? Whatever, I dunno. But somehow I messed it up. The disc on the left side of my jaw is out of its socket, and I've also strained the tendon on that side of my face. Hence all the pain...this has just not been a good couple days for me...

So soft diet, two Aleve every 12 hours, and I have this heat press thingy I have to hold on my face for 20 minutes in the morning and at night.

Hah...the dentist was NOT happy that I have band camp in a week, cause playing aggravates it even more. So...we'll see what happens. And if my jaw doesn't get better in a few weeks then I'm gonna have to get a night brace for it or something like that...as long as I don't need surgery, I'm happy.

Sidenote: try typing an entire post one-handed sometime...you keep hitting all the wrong buttons and it takes forever to write a sentence. Haha...it reminds me of third grade... :P

UGH UGH UGH

Oh I am not happy...

I woke up this morning, took a shower, and I was doing ok. Not really that upset about anything, ate my yummy frosted mini-wheats, and watched some stupid TV...I was doing good.

But then my 'facebook stalker mom' (she calls herself that, I think it's hysterical), goes and reads my post from last night and sees what DK has up on facebook, so no duh, she realizes something was up last night. So she asked about it, and I just sorta semi-explained, not really giving that many details...not really wanting to go into it.

So I get on the computer...play a few words in Scrabble...oh shoot, I'll finish this post later, I have to go to the dentist for my stupid jaw.

Yeah well, moral of this blog post: I'm not happy.

Jumped off a cliff...

Wow...last night was AMAZING. Youth group was just...BAM. Hit me. I've been having a lot of thoughts lately and last night just really helped with it...having time to just talk to God, it was really great for me.

But then....things sorta went downhill. No...they sorta just jumped off a cliff and landed in lava...

Maybe I'll post more about it later...maybe not. Not sure what to think or what to do right now...hah, part of that is probably cause it's early morning and I was up late last night... ;D

Yeah, I dunno.