Sweatshirt being used as a tissue...again...

So I'm sitting at my usual crying spot...the computer.

I don't even know when I'm crying. I'm not mad. Nothing major really happened. I'm just stressed. And sick of everything always happening the way it does. And I'm sick of myself too, I honestly am. You know what the worst part of everything is right now? Or one of the worst things? I don't want to feel better. I'd rather mope than face the real world. How pathetic am I?

Banana Nut Muffin!

So we were playing Uno tonight with dad and we were all in the SILLIEST mood!!! OMWord SO much stuff happened! Haha! But there was one time when I had Uno and dad played a Wild Card and this is the conversation that followed...

Dad: Yellow.
Me: What a rotten color...
Josh: It's not a rotten color!
Dad: It's the color of sunshine! And bananas!
Me: Oh! I had a banana nut muffin the other day!

So that's not too funny right? Right...but then a few minutes later when I was about to go out again, the color was changed to yellow again and I mumbled under my breath "What a rotten color..." again and the same conversation happened. It happend like FOUR TIMES. It was just HYSTERICAL. I guess you had to be there...but it was the same exact thing, same tone and everything every time...oh goodness so funny...

Yeah, what the song says...

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now yeah
Forever united here somehow yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now yeah
Forever united here somehow yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can

This is becoming a habit of mine...

...posting on Wednesdays. Ah well.

So I figured I'd post right now, cause it was requested, and also...I'm sitting here waiting for who knows how many pages of my Human lab book to print. You see...I forgot my lab book at home. And we have outlines due tonight online. SO...Cara stepped in and she saved the day (her being the Knight in Shining Honeybunches and all) and she scanned them all into her computer and then emailed them to me, which I'm now printing. Woo...I'm exhausted already.

Happy moment of the day: I got to walk with David to lunch!!! Now you gotta understand...this NEVER happens. We have like a 'routine', or just it's the same every day...hah, a routine, yeah, ANYWAY. We see each other at the bus circle in the morning, walk to the band room, he walks me to the hallway with my locker, and then he leaves to go to his homeroom. Then after band we walk together up the stairs and that's all I get to see of him until the end of the day when he comes to my locker.

So TODAY...there was this Career thing at my school that seniors and juniors had to go to, so they were in different places in stuff in the morning. After German, I was at my locker getting my stuff for the afternoon and I glance down the hallway and I see him walking towards me in his nice blue button down shirt (love that shirt ;D). Well it didn't exactly register...so I turned back to my locker and got something out, then realized it...turned and almost started hopping up and down in excitement. I had to contain myself. :D

And then he walked me to lunch! More like I walked him to his class...but whatever, it's on the way. It was like...a minute of pure happiness, cause it was totally random and unexpected. And what made me even HAPPIER is that later we realized we could walk that way together every day. So we figured it out, and so now we get some more time together during the day, YAAAAAY SPORTS. ;D

Ok pages are done printing now...time to go work. :P

Hardy Har Har!

"I was walking by a drycleaner at 3a.m. and there was a sign that said Sorry, we're closed. You don't have to be sorry. It's 3a.m. and your a drycleaner. It would be ridiculous for me to expect you to be open. I'm not gonna come by at 10 and say, hey I was here at 3a.m and you guys were closed. Someone owes me an apology."

"There's no half-singing in the shower, you're either a rock star or an opera diva."

“Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way when you criticize them, you are a mile away from them and you have their shoes."

To be continued cause I must go pack my lunch... ;D

It should be the first line of a radio show or something...

"Welcome to Shepland....you know, where some people like their meat medium rare and rollercoasters are fast. I'm chock full of tangents and randomness."

Haha, thanks Shep Shep!

Sidenote: I peed as fast as a boy tonight...from and back to the computer in TWO MINUTES PEOPLE!!! ;D

Random Tangent by The Shep ;D

"Well, it could be worse. Look at it this way. You could be on America's Most Wanted and running from the police and forced to exile yourself and live in random abandoned buildings, and then you'd change your name and you end up winning the lottery, but then you have to give up all of your lotto winnings to stimulate the economy, but then you become a national icon for your help to the country but then nasty rumors spread about you and you are forced to change your name again and again for the rest of your life..."

Haha!!!!