I think it's quite interesting when all a person can do is recognize their "positive" traits...makes sense why they can't learn from their mistakes then...because they can't admit to them, and even if they do, they won't dwell on them and become better from the realization.
INTERESTING.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Monday, August 16, 2010
Seems the only words I can write are those written by others...
"Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go"
"I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet."
"It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye."
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go"
"I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet."
"It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye."
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Mo' Lyrics!
It's time to say goodbye
Mistreated one too many times
Mistakes that I have made
Along with these tears will fade
Away in time
It's time to start again
Pick up the pieces and begin
I don't need anyone
To tell me what I should become
I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up then I let myself down
Mistreated one too many times
Mistakes that I have made
Along with these tears will fade
Away in time
It's time to start again
Pick up the pieces and begin
I don't need anyone
To tell me what I should become
I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up then I let myself down
Friday, August 13, 2010
Tickle Attack
So we're at my dad's house this weekend and I've been sitting here on the computer for most of the night (getting my iPod to work...FINALLY!!!) while Sanya and Dad have been goofing off in the living room...WELL. I was called over to help Sanya in her tickle attack against dad...but we ended up turning against Sanya. We picked her up and put her down in dad's big comfy chair and held her down to give her a raspberry (what an odd word...) and she started screaming and dad says (in a totally serious voice), "Rachel stop tormenting your sister...THAT'S MY JOB!!!" Oh my word it was so funny!!!!! AHAHA!!!! That was the funny moment of the night. :D
Thursday, August 12, 2010
When you can't find the words to say...use lyrics!
“In times of brokenness You always show the depth of love that You bring me. I'm kneeling down in Your presence I know. Your source of life I'm receiving. I place myself in Your arms that will always lead me. And I won't let go cause there's nowhere else to go.”
"Maybe you've been wounded too. Maybe all this is your self protection. And all the hurts you thought were hidden are the ones now hurting me."
“Am I a hopeless case? You keep saying the same things. But is it on my face that it isn't sinking in? Like a homeless man tapping on a car window, I feel so disconnected but so in need.”
"I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do, and I've hurt myself by hurting you."
"I so hate consequences, and running from you is what my best defense is. Cause I know that I let you down, and I don’t want to deal with that."
"I know that this will hurt, but if I don't break your heart, then things will just get worse. If the burden seems too much to bear, remember, the end will justify the pain it took to get us there."
"I've thrown away so many things that could've been much more. And I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored. But that's not the way it works. No that's not the way it works."
“I wish I didn’t know inside that it won’t work out for you and I. I wish that I could stop this wishing, and just say my last goodbye.”
"Maybe you've been wounded too. Maybe all this is your self protection. And all the hurts you thought were hidden are the ones now hurting me."
“Am I a hopeless case? You keep saying the same things. But is it on my face that it isn't sinking in? Like a homeless man tapping on a car window, I feel so disconnected but so in need.”
"I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do, and I've hurt myself by hurting you."
"I so hate consequences, and running from you is what my best defense is. Cause I know that I let you down, and I don’t want to deal with that."
"I know that this will hurt, but if I don't break your heart, then things will just get worse. If the burden seems too much to bear, remember, the end will justify the pain it took to get us there."
"I've thrown away so many things that could've been much more. And I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored. But that's not the way it works. No that's not the way it works."
“I wish I didn’t know inside that it won’t work out for you and I. I wish that I could stop this wishing, and just say my last goodbye.”
Monday, August 2, 2010
Apologies
So I have three apologies to make right now...
- My dearest blog...a thousand apologies from the bottom of my heart...it was not my plan that you become almost nonexistent, things just haven't worked out between us...I know that hurts to hear and trust me, I will be trying my hardest to make this relationship between us work a little better in the near future...if you're willing to put in the time and the effort, then so am I. I'm so sorry...
- My dearest homework...YEAH. You know...I really do have to apologize cause you have been very much ignored that past week or so but I'm not feeling all too bad...I don't like you, we've never gotten along...and to be completely honest, you're just a pain in my petuty. So yeah, I owe you an apology...but whatever.
- My dearest grassy hill...I am SO sorry I rammed into you...it was an accident I promise!!! It was my first time driving and I was so nervous and I had no idea how to turn the car and so I kinda hit you...please forgive me? I don't even know you and I feel terrible...sorry. :(
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