Cara, Shep, and DK are coming over today (SOON, I GOTTA GO SHOWER, GAH) and then after dinner me, DK, and my mom are going to go see Harry Potter (Cara and Shep are going back to Cara's house to watch a movie since Cara can't go to Harry Potter)!!!!! I am SO excited!!!
If Jenny said it was good then it was GOOD. CAN'T WAIT!!!! :] :] :]
Ok, shower time... :P
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Me...
Ok, well, I'm exhausted but there's some stuff I've been thinking about for awhile that I just need to write about.
How to start...uh...well, let's start with ME. I'm not happy with me. I mean...I AM, but at the same time I'm not. I love who I am and all of that. But let's see...how to explain...it makes perfect sense in my head but it's tough to type out. :P
Uh...ok, a few years ago if you asked me if there was one thing I wanted to change about myself I would have said nothing, or maybe if I wanted my hair longer at that point I would have said longer hair...I dunno, you get the idea. But now...yeah, there's something I would want to change...
I'm not happy with my body. I'm just not. Not like, "Oh I hate myself"...just like, "There's things I want to change".
I just realized that I'm not that healthy right now (as in foods I eat and all that) and so I've thought more about that. About how much I really do eat and how much of it is bad and then I'm like, "Woah...what is that doing to my body?" and then I guess you just start thinking about it. Wishing my legs and arms had more muscle, wishing smaller sizes fit me, that sorta thing.
I'm not gonna go starve myself or anything, it's just a realization that I'm not happy with my body. I wanna eat more healthy foods and exercise a lot more. I LOVE that sore/tired feeling after a great workout. But sometimes after I eat a lot I just feel fat...and I absolutely hate it.
So...yeah. That's about it. I wanna be healthier.
How to start...uh...well, let's start with ME. I'm not happy with me. I mean...I AM, but at the same time I'm not. I love who I am and all of that. But let's see...how to explain...it makes perfect sense in my head but it's tough to type out. :P
Uh...ok, a few years ago if you asked me if there was one thing I wanted to change about myself I would have said nothing, or maybe if I wanted my hair longer at that point I would have said longer hair...I dunno, you get the idea. But now...yeah, there's something I would want to change...
I'm not happy with my body. I'm just not. Not like, "Oh I hate myself"...just like, "There's things I want to change".
I just realized that I'm not that healthy right now (as in foods I eat and all that) and so I've thought more about that. About how much I really do eat and how much of it is bad and then I'm like, "Woah...what is that doing to my body?" and then I guess you just start thinking about it. Wishing my legs and arms had more muscle, wishing smaller sizes fit me, that sorta thing.
I'm not gonna go starve myself or anything, it's just a realization that I'm not happy with my body. I wanna eat more healthy foods and exercise a lot more. I LOVE that sore/tired feeling after a great workout. But sometimes after I eat a lot I just feel fat...and I absolutely hate it.
So...yeah. That's about it. I wanna be healthier.
Home...and exhausted
Yup...title is self-explanatory.
It's been a long week. Physically and emotionally exhausting.
Just watched the lastest episode of Make It or Break It, it's a new show about gymastics and all that, I really like it.
Gonna sort through emails, and then get on IM. Then SLEEP...
It's been a long week. Physically and emotionally exhausting.
Just watched the lastest episode of Make It or Break It, it's a new show about gymastics and all that, I really like it.
Gonna sort through emails, and then get on IM. Then SLEEP...
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
NOTE TO SELF
Ok, well...bad news---I'm leaving, AGAIN. I'm heading up to New York with my mom and Josh and Sanya so we can help clean our grandma's house so it's ready to sell. Then do whatever other odd jobs my grandma needs us to do. I'll be gone from Thursday until LATE Tuesday night...yeah, it's gonna be a longuh couple of days.
I have my phone, but I am running WAY low on texts (Shep, I'll probably be texting you the most when I get bored cause I have unlimited to you), but hey, if you get a random phone call from me sometime during the week, don't be surprised. :]
So this is my official NOTE TO SELF post: I NEEEEEEED to make a post about my week in Ohio sometime when I get back.
I have NO IDEA when that will be, seeing that the Wednesday after I get back me and DK are probably gonna have an all day get together, then go to MB, then go see the new Harry Potter movie (WOOT WOOT!!!!), and then the Thursday after that I want to have a get together with Jess, and then that FRIDAY I was thinking of making plans too with some other friends...WHEW.
Ok, well, off to eat my uh...mucho late dinner. I should be on AIM tomorrow morning...8ish? Dunno when we're leaving, probably around 9:30, so if anyone wants to get up and talk...I'll be here!!
Miss you all!!!!
Sidenote for DK: we were pulling around the circle and my mom suddenly said, "This is the last you'll get to see him for a WEEK!"/"Yeah...I'm gonna miss him..."/*swerves car around*/"What are you doing?"/"Get out and give him another hug!!!!!!!!!"
Ahhh...love my mom. :] :] :]
I have my phone, but I am running WAY low on texts (Shep, I'll probably be texting you the most when I get bored cause I have unlimited to you), but hey, if you get a random phone call from me sometime during the week, don't be surprised. :]
So this is my official NOTE TO SELF post: I NEEEEEEED to make a post about my week in Ohio sometime when I get back.
I have NO IDEA when that will be, seeing that the Wednesday after I get back me and DK are probably gonna have an all day get together, then go to MB, then go see the new Harry Potter movie (WOOT WOOT!!!!), and then the Thursday after that I want to have a get together with Jess, and then that FRIDAY I was thinking of making plans too with some other friends...WHEW.
Ok, well, off to eat my uh...mucho late dinner. I should be on AIM tomorrow morning...8ish? Dunno when we're leaving, probably around 9:30, so if anyone wants to get up and talk...I'll be here!!
Miss you all!!!!
Sidenote for DK: we were pulling around the circle and my mom suddenly said, "This is the last you'll get to see him for a WEEK!"/"Yeah...I'm gonna miss him..."/*swerves car around*/"What are you doing?"/"Get out and give him another hug!!!!!!!!!"
Ahhh...love my mom. :] :] :]
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Quick Little Story! :] :] :]
So here's a quick little story about convention. :]
I forget which day it was...umm...Friday? Me thinks so...ANYWAY. Every morning after lunch there were three blocks of seminars. One from 1:45 to 3:00, then 3:15-4:30, and 4:45-5:00. Every day we had to go to at least two of the three seminars. So on Friday, me, Kassandra, Julianne, and Selene went to a seminar in the first block and then our next one was in the third block. So we had awhile to just hang out in the convention center and do whatever we wanted. All of us were EXHAUSTED (late night before) so we decided to head upstairs and just rest.
We got upstairs and there was like no one around, it was a part of the building where the adult seminars were and they were all in session. So we laid down on the floor and I laid down on Kassandra and then Selene laid down on me and we just ended up lying on each other's stomachs, like in the "HAHA game". Well...before any of us knew it we were ALL asleep. Like COMPLETELY KONKED OUT. It was actually very very comfortable...somehow Kassandra woke up and she was like, "Oh my gosh what time is it we have to go to the seminar!" so we all jump up (well...more like stumble up, we were sill kind of groggy from sleeping) and we look around and all the adult seminars had let out...and they were ALL staring at us. I mean a LOT OF PEOPLE. One of the women asked, "...where are you guys from?" HAHA!
It was SOOO funny, but rather embarrassing. So anyway...later we went up the four of us with two of our small group leaders to have a group talk (just about stuff, it was SUCH A GOOD CONVERSATION) and we showed them how we were sleeping and they decided to take a picture. So here is the picture of what we looked like when we were asleep upstairs in the convention center...
I'm in the black sweatshirt (DUH), sleeping on Kassandra (pink sweatshirt), she's sleeping on Julianne (blue sweatshirt), who's sleeping on Selene (black sweatshirt, blonde hair), who's sleeping on me. :] :] :]
I forget which day it was...umm...Friday? Me thinks so...ANYWAY. Every morning after lunch there were three blocks of seminars. One from 1:45 to 3:00, then 3:15-4:30, and 4:45-5:00. Every day we had to go to at least two of the three seminars. So on Friday, me, Kassandra, Julianne, and Selene went to a seminar in the first block and then our next one was in the third block. So we had awhile to just hang out in the convention center and do whatever we wanted. All of us were EXHAUSTED (late night before) so we decided to head upstairs and just rest.
We got upstairs and there was like no one around, it was a part of the building where the adult seminars were and they were all in session. So we laid down on the floor and I laid down on Kassandra and then Selene laid down on me and we just ended up lying on each other's stomachs, like in the "HAHA game". Well...before any of us knew it we were ALL asleep. Like COMPLETELY KONKED OUT. It was actually very very comfortable...somehow Kassandra woke up and she was like, "Oh my gosh what time is it we have to go to the seminar!" so we all jump up (well...more like stumble up, we were sill kind of groggy from sleeping) and we look around and all the adult seminars had let out...and they were ALL staring at us. I mean a LOT OF PEOPLE. One of the women asked, "...where are you guys from?" HAHA!
It was SOOO funny, but rather embarrassing. So anyway...later we went up the four of us with two of our small group leaders to have a group talk (just about stuff, it was SUCH A GOOD CONVERSATION) and we showed them how we were sleeping and they decided to take a picture. So here is the picture of what we looked like when we were asleep upstairs in the convention center...
I'm in the black sweatshirt (DUH), sleeping on Kassandra (pink sweatshirt), she's sleeping on Julianne (blue sweatshirt), who's sleeping on Selene (black sweatshirt, blonde hair), who's sleeping on me. :] :] :]
Monday, July 6, 2009
New Post!
Well DK told me I needed to make a new post to have at the top of the blog cause yesterday's post is too depressing for today. :]
Sum up of yesterday: sometimes I just need to shut up and listen to people, they can actually be right sometimes, SHOCKING. ;D But yeah, things are straightened out, WOO HOO!
And quick sum up of today: woke up around 10:38, ate breakfast, went on computer, unpacked, showered, ate lunch, and then went to DK's from like 4:30 until 8:30. I was SO tired, felt so bad. We watched POTO...well no scratch that, he watched POTO, no wait...scratch that again...HAHA.
Then we ate dinner (IT WAS SOO YUMMY!!!), and then we finished POTO and watched Beauty and the Beast. That is a GOOD movie right there...MMHMM... :] :] :]
And that banana bread (with chocolate chips!) was soo good too!!!!
And Shep, just in case you were wondering, we talked about how adorable you are. :D
Good day. :] :] :]
Sum up of yesterday: sometimes I just need to shut up and listen to people, they can actually be right sometimes, SHOCKING. ;D But yeah, things are straightened out, WOO HOO!
And quick sum up of today: woke up around 10:38, ate breakfast, went on computer, unpacked, showered, ate lunch, and then went to DK's from like 4:30 until 8:30. I was SO tired, felt so bad. We watched POTO...well no scratch that, he watched POTO, no wait...scratch that again...HAHA.
Then we ate dinner (IT WAS SOO YUMMY!!!), and then we finished POTO and watched Beauty and the Beast. That is a GOOD movie right there...MMHMM... :] :] :]
And that banana bread (with chocolate chips!) was soo good too!!!!
And Shep, just in case you were wondering, we talked about how adorable you are. :D
Good day. :] :] :]
Sunday, July 5, 2009
I'm home...
Well I'm home. AMAZING WEEK. PHENOMENAL. I'll post about it later, promise.
But I got home and I was in a great mood, SO happy to see my family (I have a bit of a headache though...four hours of sleep for a week does that to you), to be home, and all of that, and I got on the computer and now I'm in a HORRIBLE mood. H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E.
SO not happy right now...
But I got home and I was in a great mood, SO happy to see my family (I have a bit of a headache though...four hours of sleep for a week does that to you), to be home, and all of that, and I got on the computer and now I'm in a HORRIBLE mood. H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E.
SO not happy right now...
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