Ugh...it's been a roller coaster of emotions tonight. I am sitting here right now with a box of half-used tissues...LOVELY.
We had to rush dinner tonight cause Josh and Sanya had a dentist appointment so THAT got stressful (my family is nicht so gut at rushing things), then I was very blah all night, didn't vacuum my bed (whoops...I'm on the couch again tonight, but it's ok), started watching The Notebook, during the commercials Dad brought up something about how I was invited to this National Leadership thing in Washington D.C. but it's during marching band and I'd miss a lot but he thinks I should go and I got all upset and defensive about marching band and the whole committment thing so it turned into this 'heated discussion' about how I should be thinking about college and expand more than just music and how it shouldn't be a big deal and wondering if marching band's really worth it then which got me REALLY ticked and then the movie ended and the end of the movie ALWAYS makes me SOB. I am not kidding...tears STREAMING down my face...
So that's the quick summary of tonight...I'm a wreck.
My life is pretty much all about school right now...grades grades grades, resume resume resume...fun stuff...
I can't believe I'm gonna say this...but I CAN'T wait for school tomorrow, take my mind off of things and I can never be unhappy around my friends.
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